Color Blind

The summer is coming to a close. In 11 days I will be moving into a new dorm and starting a new life. I can't wait! But I'll also be leaving behind another life that I'm not ready to say goodbye to. In the past month I've grown closer to Jay and Q than I could have ever thought possible. I'll miss our 4am song sessions when we sit in Jay's kitchen bleeding together through a pen. They do the writing but they always manage to express exacly what we are all feeling. I feel like I've gained another family. We've actually laughed over this a few times. Jay is definately an older brother, and it has been decided that Q and I would have to be twins (The worst twins EVER! lmao) and Dan (the bassist) is that awesome cousin that's always around. Josh is definately in there somewhere too, but we haven't really decided where he fits in, he just does. Becasue of these people I've lost some of my self-consciousness and can comfortably belt a song at the top of my lungs in front of them.
I'll only be an hour and a half away this year, so that will definately make visiting much easier for both me and my friends, but Jay is going into the guard around the same time I'm leaving, which creates a bit of a problem. I'm not really sure how long he'll be gone, but he's going away and it sucks. It's what he wants though so we're all behind him 110%. We'll be here when he comes back, ready and waiting to pick up where we left off.

On a happier note: Jarrod is coming home this weekend. It's only for one or two days, but it's better than nothing. A bunch of us are meeting him at the airport on friday night. His plane gets in around 11:30 I think and since I get out at 11 and work about 5 minutes away Noelle is meeting me at the hotel and we're going together.