Sleepless Summer

Well, I've decided that sleep is no longer an option in my life at this point. I also decided that the reason my summer sucked so much before was that A.) I was sleeping and B.) I didn't hang out at Jay and Josh's. Josh happens to be Noelle's older brother so I've known him for pretty much ever, but i just met Jay some time last week. In the past week I have been there every night, slept over twice, gone to denny's about 5 times, and slept a total of approximately 12 hours. Yet somehow I still enjoy my life...other than going to work. That still sucks just on sheer principle. It might not be so bad if I didn't have to sit here for 8 hours ALONE. Isn't that some kind of safety hazzard? I'm the only employee in the hotel after about 4:00. What if something happened to me? I could be laying on the floor unconcious for hours before someone found me...bleeding from the head. Yes, I'm being over dramatic, but seriously. Leaving a 19 year old girl alone in a hotel office for 6 hours. It's not like I don't feel safe, but some of the assholes that come in here late at night make me wish that the night window was still here. That way I could lock myself in and talk to them through glass. Or ignore them if i want to...I really wish I could do that sometimes lol. AE isn't terrible because the shifts are short...and there are people to talk to.

Bleh...I miss sleeping but I like hanging out at my new home too much. Yes Jay and josh's has become my new home, Q's as well. We're both there every night for no reason. I go home to shower and resupply before work, but as soon as I get out I head over there. So that is my life now. Work, work, Jay's, sleep or Denny's, work, work, work, work, work. I'm ready to quit both jobs. Or at least one. But i can't becasue I get more hours and money from red roof so I want that one, but 3-11 sucks. I could quit AE, but I want that job for when I come home on breaks and stuff because they're good about that. If I call a couple weeks ahead of time Adrianna will put me on the schedule. I would like to just cut down on my hours at the hotel, work like 3-8 of 5-10 but there is no one to work my shifts since we STILL haven't hired anyone else. If I could get those hours, even 6 nights a week I'd be happy. Getting out at 8 would be AMAZING!!! But it's not going to happen so I should just stop right now.

Ok, well now that I've gone on and on about nothing just to pass the time, I suppose I should get back to work. Even though it's 5:00 and I only have 9 arrivals left. Tonight is going to go by so freaking slowly.