Player?
I guess college has turned me into a player. I'm sort of leading on 3 guys right now...and it's starting to get a little hectic lol. Anthony is 22 and a journalism major with a show on the college radio station. He's absolutely hilarious! I've only known him for a few weeks but he's so much fun and we've been haning out a lot, especially this past week. I think he's my favorite so far. Next is Spencer is 19, he's from Cairo which is near the Catskills and he goes to school in Kentucky but is home for personal reasons now. I randomly met him through a few friends and we talk online and on the phone and whatnot and he's a pretty cool kid. The only thing is that he's a straight edge, and though I'm not a party girl I still like to go out and have fun, get a little tipsy...you know lol. We're going to go see a movie when I go home for spring break in a couple weeks. The third one is Jake. I'm not really that into him we have a good time when we hang out. I haven't seen him in a while but we talk now and then, he's a little too intense for me though. He's the artsy type and he's really into "deep conversations" and things like that. I just like to have fun. I'm too indecisive to settle on just one right now though lol...is that bad? I always hated the players in high school but I guess that's probably because I was the one getting played...but when you're the player it's kind of fun. It makes me feel pretty good about myself too...haha I never had this many guys after me...ever. (These are only the ones i like back...there are about 4 more that want me too) At the same time it's really annoying. I'm going to have to get a big stick pretty soon haha.
On the academic front, I'm not doing terribly, but I'm not doing as well as I'd like to be. I got a 70 on the astronomy test (it was too boring to study so I didn't). I got an 84 on my psych test though...and I didn't even know there was a test that day. My music class is killing me though. I had no idea what he was going to put on hte test, and even though I studied I still got a D. I was pissed. Apparently I have to memorize the stupid textbook...that the teacher wrote. I'm waiting to get my history paper back, I'm not sure how I did on that either since he didn't really tell us what to write about. I'm also waiting on an English paper which I half-assed 10 minutes before class. I really don't like most of my classes anymore. I feel so lost in all of them for some reason. None of them stick to the schedules on the syllabus so I never know when to have anything ready and most of the textbooks are ridiculously boring so I fall asleep on them. I just have to suck it up and take it for another 2 months...I have to stop slacking so much though. I don't want my GPA to drop. I hate the though that I might get anything below a 3.0 lol. I was disappointed with a 3.4...and this semester I was going to try to get it up to at least a 3.6, I'm positive that's not going to happen, but I still want it to be above a 3. We'll see how it goes though.
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