Whooooa! WHAT?!?!

Apparently this week is "get in touch with Nikki" week. I got random IMs from Jake (whom I went to prom with and haven't spoken to in about a year), Spencer (haven't talked to him in a good 4-5 months), some kid who apparently lives in my building that I've never met and have no idea how he got my screen name, and Roman, whom I haven't talked to since Ryan left. Which brings me to the final random person to IM me. As I'm typing this, I'm also talking to Ryan. He is done with basic training and about 10 minutes ago sent me a message and I nearly fell off of my chair when I saw who it was from. I honestly never thought I'd heard from him again. He's telling me all of the stuff they did to him and I know it sounds mean but I can't stop laughing. They tear gassed him, shaved his head, put him thorugh Hell, typical boot camp stuff...and I find it all ridiculously entertaining, mostly because he's a jerk, but oh well.

On another topic...the whole Josh thing is over. Both of them. (yeah, that sounds really bad) first things first...the RA Josh; he came in after I had gotten all settled in and was like "oh I missed you" and was being all huggy and I being the cold, heartless thing I am (where guys are concerned anyway) eventually told him that I wanted to be friends and that was it. I guess he took it fairly well. But who knows.
And now the other Josh from home, I've put a stop to that because I know that I don't want anything like that from him and I know that losing my best friend over some guy isn't worth it at all. Noelle and I have been friends since first grade and I wouldn't trade the past 13 years for anything in the world, so Bo I'm sorry about this whole thing, I never wanted to hurt you. I really wasn't thinking when the whole thing started and I wish it never had because I know this has come between us and I hate that. I hate the fact that we didn't spend any time together over vacation, and the fact that you're upset about this whole thing. Not to mention everyone else who basically thinks I'm a terrible person for all this. I can't take it back, but I am sorry for it.

On a much happier note I may not have to live with my dad ever again starting this summer. Chelsea and Marshall are getting an apartment and I'll be staying with them when I'm home. Getting an apartment probably isn't the best move right now, especially when I don't have a definate job lined up yet. But so far the plan is that I'll find one when I'm home for spring break and since there will be three of us and Marshall knows the guy who owns the place he's giving us a really good deal. I'm still waiting on the details to know if this is going to be a definate thing, but it would be nice to actually have a place to go when I'm home since I hate staying with dad. The only problem with this plan is that it's going to be a lot harder to save money. But like I said, nothing is final, it may not even happen. We'll see...